I hate myself now

I don't like who I am now.
I'm easily distracted and lack perseverance.
I procrastinate and my laziness outweighs my determination.
I say too many motivational things to myself, but they're just empty words. I make
perfect plans
, but I always put them off until tomorrow
, and then the day after, accomplishing nothing.
I get motivated to study hard
, but I give up after only a few days.
And I know
that continuing like this will only harm me.